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lost_an_important_match
lycanthrope you know, i practice all the ways it could go. but when it really happens, there's only one way it happens, mistakes and all - and mistakes and choices might as well be the same. And you want to bring practice to everyone who watched, to explain to them all the ways it could've been, but there's no point, cause just like you had one shot at it, they've got only one shot to watch it, and everything that comes before affects it, but doesn't explain it quite satisfactorily. we are not one with the world and yet we are. it hurts to lose, but all the world feels is the joy of another match. 020829