lost_a_friend
bella
My
best
friend
ruben
died
in
a
car
crash
on
saturday
.
people
keep
going
around
saying
..oh
isnt
it
sad
about
that
kid
who
died
..but
they
didn't
know
him
.
they
can't
even
remember
his
name
!
i
can't
take
all
they're
fake
empathy
anymore
. Ruben
was
a
wonderful
person
.
he
was
so
sweet
and
funny
and
he
was
probably
the
best
friend
i'd
ever
had
.
it
just
really
sucks
that
i
had
to
loose
that
.
it
sucks
even
more
for
him
..that
he
lost
his
life
at
16
.
and
i
just
wanted
to
give
him
a
little
something
.
he
deserves
so
much
.
there
are
so
many
things
he
could
have
accomplished
but
never
will
and
as
the
only
kid
in
school
who
acctually
knows
his
first
last
and
dorky
middle
name
i'd
like
to
say
...
I
love
you
and
the
world
will
be
a
little
worse
with
out
you
Ruben(we'll
keep
this
one
between
us
)Haro
030103
...
ass hole
hea!
I
feel
your
pain
for
I
lost
my
best
friend
also
she
got
cancer
and
died
a
horrable
death
it's
been
7
years
and
I
still
miss
the
long
conversations
we
had
everthing
we
talked
years
but
it
seems
like
only
yesterday
to
me
I
took
care
of
her
durring
the
time
of
this
the
trip
to
doctor
for
treatment
the
pain
she
sufferd
was
immence!
she
could
not
at
the
end
even
hug
me
it
hurt
so
bad
she
cryed
in
my
arms
she
went
to
sleep
I
stood
by
her
side
7
grueling
days
latter
she
died
this
devastated
me
.she's
in
pain
no
more
!
It's
killing
me
to
not
have
her
or
someone
to
talk
with
is
horrible
she
not
only
my
bestfiend
was
also
my
mom
030914
...
nom
:'(
030914
...
silentbob
would
you
rather
,
instead
of
them
saying
, "
Man
,
its
really
sad
ruben
died
"
have
them
say
, "
I
don't
care
,
because
i
didn't
know
him
and
he
didn't
affect
my
life
?"
They're
trying
to
be
sensitive
because
losing
someone
can
be
a
sad
thing
,
and
they
think
about
themselves
and
how
they
would
feel
if
they
lost
someone
close
to
them
.
the
empathy
is
not
fake
.
030914
...
ferret
a
friend
of
mine
committed
suicide
at
the
age
of
14
.
it
really
fucked
a
lot
of
people
up
for
the
rest
of
the
year
.
i
still
think
about
it
and
almost
cry
.
not
to
take
away
from
your
blathe
or
anything
but
you
can
read
his
livejournal
at
bobthefeti
030914
