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| jane |
everyday it feels more & more like my chest is caving in like i'm losing it all happy songs make me want to break everything i see make me want to blow it out like rings of smoke into each other make a target, dissipating slowly into humidity each drop worth merely pennies & the guitar strikes twice & i can't stand any longer my knees waver unreliable i'm convinced everything i see can crackle like a busted mirror like the way my ribs feel i turn so quickly to self destruction just to manifest something, to make sure i'm still alive, still feeling the grief. someone cover me with earth cool and nurturing until i'm part of the water table part of any table & i'm no longer self-reliant. |
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