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self deprecating wee, wee, look at me...
i have papers, and tests due tomorrow
and i haven't studied
and guess what the boy i like thinks of me?
i don't care, i say, but really i do
he doesn't think, really
i act stupid around him
and if he found out how i felt he could totally destory me

so i will wield my flag of angst, and sob miserably because i have a runny nose anyway (i had the flu last week, world)

and become the drivelling idiot for all to see
LOOK AT ME! LOOK AT ME! LOOK AT ME!
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self defecating look, i pee
i'm repressed
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unhinged ha 050411
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self defecating look at ME!

i'll fling poo at others and then get mad when someone flings it back at me!

My psychiatrist validates me.
I'm impressed by my own cleverness!
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elf defect nation i don't need a psychiatrist to validate me. i'm perfectly capable of both self validation and self defecation. 050412
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shelf desecrating i'm just drunk 050412
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welfare defenestrating i've plotzed myself and i can't get up 050412
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golf masturbating FOOOOOORE! 050412
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I'm beginning to wonder if i fit the profile for a manic depressive 050413