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re_alisma i honor of merc ret and also the fixed star regulus moving from leo to virgo one of these days, i don't know when, maybe it already happened,

let's revisit me at 15 when i first got myself in some kind of trouble! (or, was that 12, but i think i was totally frozen at 12)

this is because it was roland's birthday a couple of days ago! roland is NOT THAT IMPORTANT but one of my more recent friends thought we might have bonded about roland because i was into his band once upon a time. my friend didn't hear me when i said i was now pretty uninterested in the TFF project.

warning: this is not harmless. but it is, maybe, satisfying.

so first, the obvious:
http://youtu.be/gieB6Y2bXDQ

then, the good fan video, overly occult and somewhat unmusical (-ish) song:
http://youtu.be/8gktfv7OtYs

and finally, something actually good and prophetic (-ish):
http://youtu.be/k2I326q_LFc

i've had to conclude that roland is smarter than himself, somehow, and that's a mindfuck that i already get way too much of. a request: no more TFF bonding. talking to you, jeff, facebook friend who i'm sure misses me (he always says he does) but doesn't always address things quite as directly as i seem to! i know, i'm such a proactive jerk! ok, so, please? thanks.
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unhinged (leo changes to virgo on august 23rd; yesterday. yesterday was frank's birthday. he had the loyalty of a leo and the co_dependency of a virgo. needless to say, he seemed perpetually unhappy with girlfriends.

'why don't you just break up with her?'

'are you kidding? i have to have the next one lined up before i break up with her. i can't be alone'

oh_christ )
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