blather
liking_guys_i_could_never_like
me why?
why?
why?

i know why
it's cause i have no self esteem
and think they might possibly like me
even though they might be jerks
guys who don't read, or passionately care about anything
guys who have nothing in common with me
who i could never love

just cause i think they might somehow like me, even though they don't
and then i agonize

this_is_me

i think maybe i'll change
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