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A few spoken words, maybe even whispered, can wash over me like a wave of tickling fingers. Anger stands no chance blocking the way. I can feel you laughing in my heart, even when you hold it in. You laugh at my struggle, because you know I can't stay mad.
And if you only knew how I sat all night, and convinced myself over and over that I was the one who was right, and you weren't getting off easy this time. And swore to myself that I wouln't answer your calls. And if for some reason I did, I would stand my ground. I even went over everything I would say to you a hundred times... if I decided to answer the phone at all! And then you call and wake me from a restless sleep, 3 times before I answered, and say nothing but "I miss you." Then suddenly, I've forgotten all I've rehearsed, and why I'm even angry.
I can try as hard as I can to not even look at you, just to show you I really mean it... but I can't keep away, and I catch those eyes, and suddenly Im locked in stare. And then all I want to do is kiss your forehead, and smell your skin and forget all that upsets me in the warmth of your arms.
Your heart is whole and healing, and you charm me like a child. Your eyes so full of innocence, as you adjuct that hat over your horns. You wrap me up in the perfect mixture of love and hate... all felt for you, and you leave my soul in a state of mending that surpasses all which preceded. You are so beautiful, especially when you wear your flaws.
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