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needs a new alias
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yeah. i either have writer's block or just general i'm-such-a-self-righteous-jerk-who-can't-write-anything-that-doesn't-have-to-do-with-herself suckiness, but whatever, i can't write and it's driving me gosh-darnit crazy!
i wonder if my english teacher will accept this instead of poetry or whatever . . . i already forced out one poem this weekend. so english homework will have to go undone.
dad got speakers for the computer, that's good. YAY! joy is good, huh?
i spose i have to come up with a new bather name now, after being gone so long and all. i tried a couple of blathes as crip w/ a drream after i read there's_nothing_funnier_than back the writers block. i don't think i can go back to cpgurrl either, and my other names i haven't used in even longer.
i wonder if i would feel different if i hadn't written that poem. probably not anyway, i deleted the thing and it didn't win that stupid contest, thank whoever. come to think of it, nobody probably would've minded. cause people are nice like that. it just made me realize how bad---that's the nice word, huh---i am. i think that was good though.
i'm such a hypocrite; i want to be friends with ally again. (not exactly same subject
i need a new pen name. i need more friends. i need a new brain. and bush won the election.
god, life sucks today!
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