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DaMon. to be intoxicated (Drag - LP) 040710
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They call me Truth indeed 070724
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hsg tripping (& i don't mean partying) is a tool which sets one in such a position to learn untoxication.

all the subvocalizations, all our insistent views of everyday life are intoxicants & indeed toxic to clear perception.

learning to look at familiar objects each & every time as if we've never seen them, this is untripping. our thoughts/knowledge of what is, at least the partial p.o.v.'s that we have, are a path that we wear bare from repeated use. stepping onto it, we cannot help to be pulled by its lessened resistance so we do not question where it takes us even after it bends one way turning our back to aspects which are always necessary for accurate assessment.

untoxication is throwing yourself into the woods of the unpath_ethic.

after casting yourself out, the mediocre massholes will inevitably act as if they had the courage to excommunicate you to begin with, as if they have had the courage_to_be_wierd. as u learn, they will understand u less & less.

funny thing is, the nature of the mindless is to totally waste time oblivious to the infinite beauty of consciousness_blooming_as_a_flower.

life is indeed too short to miss it.

a single moment of clear perception however is infiniteternalight. once you get it, you get it. sadly, if you're not ready, you cannot help but to try to forget it... until you'ready.

you can live a little longer, a lot wider, and forever deeper.

not everyone's ready to embrace the im-mense. what looks like an eternity to have to try to the ego (gladdened and relieved that one day he will die), is to the spirit an endless opportunity to have no choice but to play! ...being willing to master any tricky trade... enjoying even the stumbling uncoordinated efforts of subjective_juggling, finding sanity in deciphering patterns & how parts relate to one & other yet still allowing the rearrangement of those parts until arriving at the way they may function as a whole system.

imagine th.earth circling the sun as electrons circling a nucleus. scale out the time accordingly in ur brain. gain perspective of stillness as u spiral out & find peace on a large scale. breathe. now go in & imagine going beyond the realm of atoms as each electron is as a planet complete with life and all its subdivisions. as our electrons appear to spin googles faster to us than the circling of our planets, see you atom's world's animal's cells's electrons spin that much faster. to be on that tiny minute_schoolevel is to witness time so immensely fast it makes the passing of light appear slow as a boring cloud delaying and covering a brighter center you have witnessed.

you can live lifetimes between breaths.

u can regulate intensity of thought by using scale as reference leverage.

i do believe the intricacies of advanced_mathematics are beyond my current focus, however i glance at math's nature & c that it is willing & can prove that as you travel into detail you find a clearly willful resolution to prove time_travel is not only possible but constantly fluctuating in proportionate to our enthusi_as_m_ind travel is proportionate heART.
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pSyche i actually adhere to the belief that life_is_too_tall. If it's too short, maybe it just hasn't gotten out of that awkward growth phase yet though. 070724
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hsg "awkward growth phase yet though."

but thats life.

"life is too short. have as much fun as you can. life is too short, take it from me, just wait and you'll see."
-kai_tracid
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