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Twitch Everything's just going so well for me.

I've got lots a friends, a great girl, go out almost every night, and a real future in music.



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God...



Hold on









let me pretend a little more.






















































alright...fine...




It's not that I_Hate_My_Life.

I mean...If I were to say that and mean it....well it would be ignorance.
it's way easy to say...and so many have it worse.



the truth is I hate my situation.



























I mean...

I have friends...

and a ton of people who know me as a five_minute_god...


It's a bit of a reputation...

















AND! I kinda have a girl...(a_common_twitch_scenario)








I mean...she's a good 40 minutes away...


and without a sense of direction...or a car...It's rather rare that I see her.































































.....
























































Alright! YOU CAUGHT ME!



we don't know eachother all that well...


I only really remember hanging out on two occasions...though she remembers seeing me before (probably as a five_minute_god)















BUT!

We sure did have a great time at the new years party..


and it was pretty obvious that we both liked eachother.




























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OK!

I know what your thinking...



"Twitch, it's a new year's eve party...of course you made out and stuff!"

I'll admit that this is all too often the case,my non-existant friend.




However...

She didn't seem drunk in the least...


and later, we both said that we didnt regret a thing...






(There goes my resolution of not giving a fuck to what people think.)






































Look,




The real point is, I had a great time at the party.


I only knew about half the kids...but I felt really comfortable.




God I miss it.



That's how life should be!

Of course all these people lived in the same area.


and I'm out here in the sticks.






















Get_Me_Out_Of_Here
060103
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Twitch everything's just going so well for me.

I've got lots a friends, a great girl, go out almost every night, and a real future in music.



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God...



Hold on









let me pretend a little more.






















































alright...fine...




It's not that I_Hate_My_Life.

I mean...If I were to say that and mean it....well it would be ignorance.


it's far too easy to say...



the truth is I hate my situation. I have friends...

and a ton of people who know me as a five_minute_god...


It's a bit of a reputation...



I kind of have a girl...(a_common_twitch_scenario)








I mean...she's a good 40 minutes away...


and without a sense of direction...or a car...It's rather rare that I see her.































































.....
























































Alright! YOU CAUGHT ME!



we don't know eachother all that well...


I only really remember hanging out on two occasions...though she remembers seeing me before (probably as a five_minute_god)















We had a good time at the new years party..




God I miss it.



That was what life should be!

Of course all these people lived in the same area.


Get_Me_Out_Of_Here
060103
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the end i think life is great. i don't have many friends, and a couple of the ones i do have are great. And my family is an addict's shit hole, i have no girlfriend, had a broken heart, was molested at age 5, beaten by close to 15 people at 13, sexually assaulted at 14, raped at 15. And im not all that attractive.
But, i still like life a lot. I don't know why, except for its probably the pills.
060104
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Twitch You my friend, are a testament to the strength of the human spirit.



...or a brilliant liar...


I'll stick with the first one.
060105
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Twitch I'm afraid our perception of how life is far to shallow.


I am nothing more then a culmination of Situations and a unique chemical balance.

And that is what creates my notions about life.
060106
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Twitch but hey,

today life is ok.

I Still wanna move out of here, but I've got a car.

Of course, If I get another ticket, I'm royally fucked...I guess I'll just have to weigh out the pros and cons...



positives
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I'll get the fuck out of here
See some friends
Make Some friends
See my Lady

Negatives
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It's far.
I can't afford to get pulled over.
060109
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three words does_anyone_need_someone_to_yell_at
what_is_the_meaning_of_it life_is_great
060717
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Joe Walsh life's_been_good_to_me 060717
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thieums Life is great
When you figure out what you're meant to be
And what you're supposed to do
It's much easier when you don't have all those doubts clouding your mind
And when you can decide where to go.
080522
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when darkness falls ok, i'll pretend everything's great too.





no more worries.




changes are coming, lots of them.




i have lots of friends who love me, care for me, and will miss me dearly when i go on this long trip.





i get to spend a month with one half of my family, and then see the other half who i haven't seen for ages. this is very exciting.





a nice job is waiting for me back home. i look forward to supporting my family and gaining experience.





i am graduating college. it's finally happening.




i will have more time to do what i love to do - music.




i will escape the constraints that are holding me back here and break free, finally, after years of living like a rat.





in a few years i will have what i could never have now - a normal life. even though what defines normal varies person to person, my idea of it is having a place you could call home, a decent job, a decent place to live, enough time to spend with friends and loved ones, and not having any insurmountable problems that consume you, knowing that there is nothing you can do to change the way things are.




life is great, and it will get better.
080522
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niska i'm solid gold.
i got the goods.
they say when i walk through the neighborhood, i'm makin' it.

i got the chance i'm takin it.
080522
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three words lots_of_drama
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