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pieces of footage on the cutting room floor...
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why not ? 040803
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kookaburra this was my craziness a little while back.
you know how sometimes things arent where you put them last, or you see shadows out of the corner of your eye?
well, a couple months ago i was under the delusion (can you be under a delusion? i dont know) that some sort of alien force (or something) kept changing things in my life. (something like the dejavu in the matrix) and that force could only be stopped if whenever i notice something different the first thought in my head was 'they changed it', unlike what my first thought usually was 'hey thats different' or 'is that where i left that?'. but later on in my craziness i made up that i wouldn't stop their alien force if they made me prettier and more popular (wow that is the most pathetic thing i have ever heard). of course i never did end up pretty or popular.
well, theres my tale of woe- take it away cho cho
'today's the day that i see clear, a tiny dot of smoke appears'
...eaving now
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kookaburra i meant leaving...oh well 040803
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out of context I think it's human nature that we edit our lives in our minds. We put emphasis on the things that have affected us most -- bad or good. We disregard the things that are too painful or embarassing or insignificant to remember. And then we piece it all together to create something bearable to look back on. 040803
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witchesrequiem I edit nothing!
Others tell me ...gross I'm eating.
or shhhhhhh...We don't want the next table to hear...
Get over it! I say how I feel and get called bad names...
Maybe I should talk about people, places and things in gossip then it will be exceptable.
hahahaha!
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