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life_as_a_story
mockingbird i'm telling you this because, if my life were a story, he would be an important factor in my character development up to this point, especially of late

because he'd be tied in with my slight tendency towards self-destructiveness, which is manifesting itself at the moment

because these crushes would be a motif

and i'm trying to explain who i am, that though my character appears to be a fairly upbeat happy sort of person, and she's fairly content, she lacks self_esteem
this boy has shaped her and is in some way central to who she's become, and if he were not part of her life she would be less happy

because analysing characters seems like analysing life, and she's become introspective through writing essays for weeks
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W. Shakespeare Full of sound of fury
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