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spiffy stop "sheltering" me. 040725
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Syrope i'd always hoped that my first speeding ticket would be when i was legitimately speeding. then i could say "well, ok, fine! i made a mistake! and i'll learn from it"

but no, i wasn't even at fault here. but i still have to break the news to you. and you won't see that there's a difference
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jane i can't figure things out until they're over, so i have to learn things the hard way. analyzing things while in the situation only frustrates me because the answers never come until i've sabatoged everything & left myself with a mess to repair 050627
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LS PLEASE.


Advice is all fine and good and if there is an established way of doing it, thats good too. But if I'm working on a project that really is its own unique thing, please let me do it. Don't come in half way with suggestions to improve what I've done that will just wipe out everything I've already done with no real benefit.
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sway "i can't figure things out until they're over, so i have to learn things the hard way. analyzing things while in the situation only frustrates me because the answers never come until i've sabatoged everything & left myself with a mess to repair"

now that is THE EXACT thing i would say and the exact thing that always freaking happens and all my friends tell me i get over exited but never understand what is in my head

but yes jane
what you said is true
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sab of course, learning from other peoples is always less painful

he said - at my death bed, i dont want to say
i wish i'd made more mistakes


im still trying to figure that one out
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god no, you have to make my mistakes too 070122