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sirflaccid My girlfriend (if that's the necessary label) came by on her weekly visit and declared, "We are so good together." I just curled my lip and shook my head. Of course, with such little time, she has yet to figure out exactly what that means.

I heard something a while ago that really made me think. "In any given relationship, the one with the least vested interest will always be in control."

That puts a spin on things.
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no reason interesting quote 060314
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sirflaccid Yeah, it makes your mind wonder. 060314
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z all things, and nothing. 060315
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dries&hardens caring is weakness
a paralysis of sorts
a desire to make yourself available to spend time to do favors to show your affection

to be a sucker to be taken advantage of to be the easy target for anger, resentment, vengence
all of which don't matter in your crusade to prove your love which so often ends in an eventual emotionless kiss off
leaving you paralyzed in a far different sense and wanting to exact revenge on the uneven relationship continuum
to be detached and preoccupied with mourning your unrequited love or lost sense of self while someone else shows they care to no benefit since you are and likely will always be carrying the same torch
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LS I just don't know what to do with it except hope I just forget, someday. 060715