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My life came to that fork in the road. And I took the road less traveled. I told you to move on, without me. I never thought it would be possible. I couldn't picture my life without you. But now it is, without you. I can't say it was the right decision. But I can't say it was wrong either. What is moving on anyways? Not talking? Finding someone else? I think maybe it's something else. It's waking up and not thinking of you. It's not dreaming of you. It's looking into her eyes and not seeing you. It's the things you don't have control over. I didn't mean to leave you behind. But I think I cured your loneliness by doing so. But every once in a while I_Miss_You. And every so often I remember that_night and I wonder, why do I miss you? I guess cause when you made me smile, it felt so good. But when you made me cry, I couldn't stop. That wasn't healthy. You can't have that much control over how I feel. And now you have none. I feel more secure. And I don't want that to change.
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