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| xadle |
She asked what it would feel like to have my experience reflected, acknowledged, heard, validated...except she didn't say all that. She used some example phrases so that I could imagine how I'd actually feel. I was honest and said that it would make me a bit nauseous. I have to think about what it is that I actually want to hear or have happen when I feel hurt by my partner. Again. Because I'm still not clear. I thought about all the apologies I've received over the years. Whether I believed them. What they meant to me. What happened afterwards. I thought about all the apologies I never received, and of course, all those I never offered. It's enough to make a lady start longing for the moon. |
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