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love & hate
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Leah: the dieing fool in the corner, huddled in her own self-hatred, her own reality, her own thoughts of demons taking over the world, her own hate for the world, her own selfishness, her own vainess. The stupid girl in the corner, waiting to be noticed by the one who looks away, who refuses to notice her, refuses to forgive her. Waiting, waiting for her, waiting for death, either one, she will be happy. She doesnt know what to do, she doesnt know what to say, she doesnt know what to believe anymore. She is helpless, utterly helpless without her, without the memories which are fading, like colours washed away. She, the lost one, the one who noone should care for, yet they do, all but the one she wants most to care. Kill yourself, its the only option, the only option she has given her. The only option that will make the pain stop, make the tormenting thoughts stop, the dreams stop, the love, no, the love wont stop, not even with death. The door is open, i am just waiting.
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