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mahayana
to leave behind something beautiful
i have come to drag you out
for our adjudicator is not like any other

my tired heart, pleasetake your sigh
for i am ill with fever

love means to reach for the sky
as my expressions like a lute fall upon deaf ears
for you are the skyy and i the earth
and the skyy never reaches for earth

yet with every one of your words that you squander away
you break ground
too many words for you
yet you have none for me

those who feel the absence of love
wither with me
for i shall run fast and keep on running

if you’ve never searched for these truths
you never knew me at all

i have given up everything to win your love.
searching your soul for treasure.
and now i am left with the nothingness in a trunk

i speak without words
yet no one ever hears.. my story
even if i shout it in the middle of an uncrowded heart.

hidden from alli am invisible
too many words i say
excuse me, …i take them all back
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