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Dank
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But does Kai love me...?
You don't wait for me at my locker anymore.
You don't call me.
When I call you, you bearly talk to me.
You don't look at me in the morning when I come up to you.
You leave me when your friends leave.
You don't make eye contact with me.
You don't try to make me feel better.
What am I supposed to think...? You made me obsessed with you. I tried to push you away, but you, you wanted to be closer, despite your other important lover. You... wanted me to kiss you. I am at some fault.. I should have said "No." I should have kept my emotions for you quiet. I should have let us just stay friends.
I am at equal fault... I am so afraid of you now... I am afraid of denial... Rejection. I can't be myself. The fleeting moments I am myself, you don't take notice. Or do you? Am I just thiking too hard?
I want us to be better, even if not lovers--for now.
Talk to me. And don't answer my greetings with "Hi" when you aren't upset. You know I hate that.
I love you.
Dayui Damei.
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