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jon_rickman
god what's in a name?
sometimes i wish i didn't have a name.
seems like there's always someone calling my name. i wonder. mostly there's no one there. i often wonder why i feel the way i do, and why i choose not to remember.
this thing is lodged in my head like spike of steel obsession. it's all i can do to keep from dashing off into the night.
030129
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dax i still think of you as "god" in my head, if that helps 030129