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| re_alisma |
this lends itself to much toleration of all kinds of phenomena.... But also much fear and feelings of inadequacy. No more, no less. Very much a reason why I am often tongue tied and unquick to speak an adequate reply, which has proven to put up barriers to real-time friendships, a fairly serious difficulty and a very, very long term project for me, but only because the system, and I in it, is weak. It makes itself out to be a tough, holding its own city.... But it is actually quite dependent! Still great, but only pretending to be self-contained. The city itself does not feel like home, only this little outpost where the birds are really really happy today. sun is out, day is warmer. |
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