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it_was_a_dark_dream
Ouroboros darlin' it's over 090402
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unhinged surreally dark

youngstown
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Strideo speaking of dreams in general I had a dream last night that a very pretty girl inexplicably and quite easily fell deeply in love with me through virtually no effort of my own and then it turned out that she was also some sort of celebrity and the paparazzi started following me everywhere but I didn't really mind so much because a very pretty girl inexplicably and quite easily fell deeply in love with me through virtually no effort of my own.

not really a dark dream but I seem to remember that most of it took place during night time so it was dark in a literal sense. :P

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when darkness falls i dreamed of her every night for this past week perhaps because she was the object of my thoughts right before falling asleep. i thought about the time five years ago when i was able to see her every day, and how happy i was to be next to her.

then we stopped seeing each other and four years later when i met her again she was different, too different for me to piece the memories of fun past and the new experience together that could grow into a happy relationship. i found myself having mixed feelings toward her. these dreams brought back those moments that i tried to forget.

i've been unable to stop thinking about her, even though i haven't spoken to her for months. she sent me a message the other day asking if i'm still alive (her words) but i haven't replied. for all i knew, i was dead to her.
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Ouroboros ys 090511
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paste! mid 20s 090512