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realistic optimist
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desire and expectations are a bitch. people spend a lifetime working to have moments out from under their proverbial thumbs. as far as i can tell, desire and expectations are the cause of all worry.
i can usually only maintain moments of peace absent from worry during infrequent brief moments.
sorry i keep blabbling a bunch of philosophy after your obviously desperate pleas. if i could hug you instead, i would. but this isn't hippie love-in, it's blather so instead, i blab on and on.
if i was a magician, i would perform the trick of caring deeply and dancing the spears with the heart of a love warrior, rolling with the punches that inevitably come. unfortunately, my wand is on the fritz. you can borrow it, if you want. i'm going to see about making a new one.
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