| irresponsibility | ||
| sameolme |
I'm sitting here wandering around in blather, when I came back to this town in order to move all my stuff out of the apt. so I can stop paying rent on a place that I'm not living. I have to shut phone swervice, register the car, dentist appt., etc.and so on, but I just can't. So often, I just shut down, kind of a philosophic anorexia. "you can't make me live my life." I'll come out of it, and feel guilty about the wasted time, maybe tommarow. |
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| ego hum |
Hell me, even responsibility doesn't feel that great. We gotta keep trying Responsible for? |
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| ego hum | responsible for ourselves | 220417 |
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| k | . | 220418 |
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| gili | anxiety is unfulfilled responsibility. to lvie we must create meaning and connection. boy do i miss ours and your sweet, undeniable face. | 220419 |
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| augasta hum | I face | 220419 |
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| ego hum |
my karma/condition doesn't preclude enlightenment nor does your's |
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