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| misstree |
you'd be upset if i'd slept with him, annoyed that it had happened to me rather than you, that you feel you never win.. you're still upset, even though i didn't, because i didn't give you anything to be upset over. there is no winning, with you, with him, with any of it. i'd stop trying, walk away, if i weren't so wishful for a person to perch with, so convinced that somewhere, if i search... but even if i found the next prince charming, i'd lock him right out of the tower, leave him to find the next princess on the list. i stay defensive because of attitudes like yours, because if i do i'm wrong and if i don't i'm wrong, because there is no answer that doesn't hurt except the one compromise i won't make, that i resent any who ask. i stay defensive because i am hunted. i stay alone, locked safely away, because of you. |
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