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ashmanzhou
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i dont see
myself
now
or ever
as worthy
of me or you or anyone
i never
asked you for anything
so why ask me
im weak
worthless
a deadweight on your kindness
unworthy
i dont comprehend you
i dont see you eye to eye
ask me why
talk to me make me feel
like something
other than me
a fantasy
a real me forever just a dream
why do people look away
from me
why dont they see me
why dont they talk
why do they glance away
never meet my eyes
why do i ask
i know why
heart and mind i strive for you
you escape me
i
dont
comprehend
you
but you know me
i know you do
i told you
i opened myself to you and you flinched
at every word
and you told me you loved me
why dont you touch my face
or wave to me on the street
why do i ask
i dont deserve you
the
problem with this is
i dont understand me
and you think i do
you do whats best for me
and i think of you
you dont love
angels like you never do
crystal glassine heart all beautiful
but cold
hard
and unreachable for me
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