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and so, have i finally found myself?
here afraid and alone, in_the_dark,
no one else as a distraction
stealing my attention away
my focus
all the times i've tripped and fallen
but here in_the_dark,
there is nowhere to go
no climbing, clinging to false hope
only to be thrown down yet again
on broken glass and thorns
crawling about at the bottom
just dark, black oblivion,
no feeling, no thoughts,
nothing and no-one
but now,
the pressures of life
and at the insistence of others,
i have resurfaced
broken and bitter
yearning for the dark once more
but i'm still afraid of it
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