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hsg looking_back on my life with a scrutiny so relentless, I can see that honesty has always been the only block to perfect clarity. Those things that build me I remembered my enthusiasm and that I would be of help. Those things that would tear me down I would gladly do_over and I know I will. Any doubt as to the quality of my resolve all I had to do was remember that this was my only option and instantly I am reminded if I'm sincere. The procrastination hurts worse than fixing it. It doesn't seem to to hurt to learn or practice but hurts to resist it.

An empty pack fulloventhusiasm I'll find what I need along the way.
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unhinged fear and loneliness hold me back 110509
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hsg the n at u're of a_soul 110509