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sionnach mine would be a year old.

despite it all, i'm still glad the water was kinder than you wanted that day.
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unhinged mine would be

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or maybe

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it was long enough ago i dont remember the exact year, but it was serious enough that i remember the day. for several years after, on that day i would silently acknowledge the fact that i let myself live.

at this point, im glad i made the harder choice andkept breathing
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sionnach I posted this after being fairly certain you were not going to respond to my text ("thinking of you today, hope you're doing well"). A few days later you finally replied, "i was horrible to you, and you were still the only person to check that i was alright."

And now, a little over a year later, you are asleep in the bed we share. I am angry at you and sure it can't last, but still cannot get over how unexpectedly wonderful the past year with you has been.
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flowerock new year's 2008 (or was it 2009?) the day after we turned purple... that next night I made the worst choice in a long string id bad choices.


better now though.
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flowerock May 13th 2011 was a Friday the thirteenth. I finally figured out the date to another unraveling... but while this one was terrible, it ended well. 151119
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leif what if the unraveling is perpetual? 151122
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Lia a snake shedding skin
on the way to the river
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flowerock Then perhaps you are unraveling as quickly as you are mending and need a new stich to reravel your unraveling... 151123