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werewolf how many days had to happen exactly like they did to make me act this way? how many days did the paths of two exact motions cause and affect each other? and here's all i mean to say. if i'd known that when people said everything in my life had all been planned since the big bang, like so many dominoes falling neither frantic or calm, since those are words we use because they're useful, if i had known that when they said that my life was like that, it included moments like these, the unforseen path of what your life says about mine, always said about mine that i just know now, if i had known they meant this moment was inevitable, this warmth, this joy, i would've never argued so passionately against them. 021006