i_think_i'm_pretty
endless desire
i
don't
usuaully
think
i
am
.
but
10
minutes
ago
i
shut
my
computer
down
with
my
toe
on
accident
and
while
it
was
rebuting
put
my
pajamas
on
(
yes
because
i
still
wear
pajamas.
i_mean
,
not
matching
ones
but
sweats
and
old
shirt
and
such
things
)
i
looked
in
the
mirror
and
i
looked
at
the
girl
smiling
back
at
me
.
and
i
thought
she
was
pretty
.
i
know
it
won't
last
long
.
but
i
should
at
least
be
able
to
go
back
and
look
at
it
the
next
time
i
put
my
fingers
down
my
throat
. . .
that
i
once
thought
i
was
pretty
for
about
half
an
hour
.
i
remember
the
last
time
i
thought
i
was
pretty
.
it
was
sometime
in
6th
grade
at
camp.
it
was
nice
then
too
.
i
remember
these
kinds
of
things
.
and
right
now
i
think
i
am
pretty
.
((
bet
you
didn't
think
this
one
was
by
me
,
did
you
karl_the_weed
?))
childishly sticks
her
tongue
out
at
the
world
.
030624
...
Sparticus
you
have
thought
you
were
pretty
since
then
.
this
i
know
as
fact
you
convienently
forget
them
though
as
a
ways
to
make
your
life
more
miserable
,
just
as
you
will
allow
yourself
to
forget
this
so
you
can
go
on
disbelieving
the
truth
we
all
see
in
you
--
beauty
loves
030624
...
girl_jane
I
found
this
with
the
'go'
button
and
thought
I'd
bring
it
up
to
remind
you
.
031119
...
Syrope
endless_desire
-
you
probably
get
tired
of
me
following
you
around
blather
agreeing
with
everything
you
say
-
but
god
.
i've
watched
myself
throw
up
before
,
and
i
felt
so
ugly
.
i
rarely
feel
pretty
,
but
i
hated
feeling
that
ugly
.
but
those
moments
-
when
i
see
myself
in
the
mirror
and
don't
feel
like
that
could
be
me
...or
when
i'm
with
someone
and
i
can't
stop
smiling
and
they
make
me
feel
so
beautiful
.
i
want
to
hold
on
to
those
031119
...
endless desire
i
forgot
about
this
one
.
thank
you
.
i
needed
something
like
this
i
suppose
.
i
don't
really
know
what
else
to
say
.
usually
the
best
things
to
do
in
these
situations
is
to
just
smile
.
031119
...
Road
hmmm
....
031119
