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so fucking lost and as i sank further and further beneath the cold blue waves i simply stared up at them and they held out their hands, stretching out to reach me, to save me.
but i could not bring myself to hold out my arms, nor ask for help.
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****** You're not drowning, you're just creatively rearranging you're
breathing capability.

and I'll be there to help.
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pushpins in my pride.

oh man its the best sort of death. slowly, stubbornly, refusing to admit when you are wrong.
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nemo not waving, but drowning 020212