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Ms Uncle trying to chose between my own indifference in this life and thinking of my family is like watching a favourite show.

characterizing the actors into the people I love, doesn't work.

but I should have done this a very long time ago.

I was the first male to hold my niece in my hands and arms. She was fragile and special. I didn't understand why this stupid feeling was washing over me, but just holding her, looking at her newborn face, changed me. I know it's cliche but I knew I wanted to protect her and try to let her know about life.

Hey M, if you read this, your uncle always cared for you in this life.

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