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looraf
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I said I would never badmouth you or ton noveau copain. Looraf will. Did you know that he was one of my chief tormentors until he met you? Yeah. Whenever he was over he, and the rest of his and my brother's friends would make gay jokes making sure I was in earshot first. He was the one that coined the nickname 'Ace' for me, 'cause I spent so much time with Gary. He made Gary cry once. Yeah. Personally, I think he's a homophobic asshole pig, or at least he was. Apologies would be nice, but he still always talks to me in that condescending way. He made me cry too. He was the worst. I got in a fight with my brother once, like, with fists, and he said some things that hurt, my brother hit me, and I just collapsed in fucking tears. I'm not his biggest fan. Gary Breed, the fucking SAINT of all things selfless, got harassed by him constantly. He's never said a single nice thing to me that I can remember. I bet the only reason he doesn't still do that is because you're around. Before I could always say that he was just doing it because he was older than me, but he seems to be okies with you, and you're younger than me! Speaking of age, whatever. Is that even fucking LEGAL?! I have nothing against you. Nothing. I'm still convinced that you're an awesome person. I'm not doubting your decision, nor saying that you made the wrong one. I'm just a little sad right now. I think that it's a FACT that we've drifted out of touch. 'i_can_see_it_in_the_way_we_move', ring any bells? Hows about 'I'll never leave you behind, I promise'? Anything? Pleasepleaseplease. Talk to me. Please please talk to me. I'm sorry, okies, but can you at least tell me what the fuck is going on?
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