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Death of a Rose I listened to all that i wouldn't do
but i still react

i know i'm fucking stupid for
doing this everytime

and all the time

but i yam what i yam

until the end

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unhinged but most of the things i read are pretty accurate



he was too busy dealing with her
to give a shit about me
except when he had the time to fuck
no big deal


i could tell i was
no big deal
to him
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rhin this is what everyone always tells me and it pisses me off. i only read what you give me. it's not my fault that you reveal too much and then feel taken back when someone actually listens and calls you on your shit. 130526
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Death of a Rose yes. thank you.

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Death of a Rose call me on my shit, then
and it is shit
rhin
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d here

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rhin is it?
maybe you only think it is.
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Death of a Rose no it isn't

i have more to build
with

all the wood and stone
i have more to build with.

and you

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rhin
i read between the lines perfectly
and i am still devastated.
him.
you.
all the same.
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Death of a Rose may I ask what you mean
about all the same?

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don't answer if you are hurt
by these words rhin.

i would just like to understand more.

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rhin just that everyone is hiding something... that no one is excluded. 130530
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Death of a Rose yes, everyone hides things.

there are dark lights
that aren't shown

to any others.

which is sad for not trusting anyone with the purple light that is viewed beneath the closet door.

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