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She doesn't like me. I called her last night and left a message asking if we could do something today. I Haven't heard from her since. I liked the idea of going out with her and "bettering myself." To my surprise, she didn't smoke or anything. A pretty girl like that who was content with "being good" was a rare find for me. Not to say that they're still isn't a chance...Maybe there is and I'm just not acknowledging it. It's like there's this fork in the road, and I can go about smoking pot and being content my life as it is or try to make it with her and better myself. and it doesn't look like she has a real romantic interest in me. And so I'm whining to all of you, well as to myself. I'm not saying that I can't find someone else...It's just that I won't. |
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| Twitch | It's_all_in_my_head | 060801 |