blather
i_know_i_don't_know
squint I know I don't
KNOW
but I understand
what I can
with my exhausting experience
draining me
and I know I don't
KNOW
that I am pulling you through
a hell I've faced
too many times,
my fingers are tired of counting by tens.
bu they do,
for you,
a reference system of the painful
reminder
that we need a matter of years
til your level
is level
with my level
and we are level in the head
crazy love isn;t the way
isn't it not?
we ask questions because we dont
want the anwers,
seduced by the trial offer
and the assumptions
or the quick instinctual jump
into things like these..
oh i know i dont
KNOW
what its like to be you being me
but being me is hard enough
as myself
and I can only hope
I won't bruise you before
I bite into
this whole ordeal.
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