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Darla
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why do you always want me to go to bed?
i feel rejected. You always say, "Oh it's time to sleep," and you expect it to be completed. I feel like a puppet you take out of a box and play with only when YOU want to.
I don't see why it has to be that strict, or cut and dry. Is it always going to be exactly what you want?
Turns out I am the crippled play thing, but I have to pulverize my spine because I almost really don't think these orders are intended to be obeyed, that's why I question everything. And what happens if she listens and follows through? Nothing? As usual. Nothing.
Like Trent Reznor and I CONTROL YOU. How many people really understand how Further Down The Spiral really is intended to operate? Am I alone, save for those few who actually invented the process?
There's a song by STP and it's like somebody tell me/I was the last to know and I feel like I'm stuck in that song.
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