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| Death of a Rose |
when I watch a movie and realize I am on the brink of tearing up. And before the wetness has begun the slide. I wipe and carry on. . |
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| D | this may be more honest than i wanted. | 111015 |
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| Ouroboros | I_have_to_stop_sometimes because my words become poison, everything is darkness, and the aching in my chest makes me sob. My heart hurts all the time now. Despair circles like those black crows we saw at the beach. I wake up in panic, sometimes before dawn, and my brain shouts at me to END IT ALL, END THE SUFFERING, but things still keep moving along, and I drink my coffee and watch TV and keep shambling along as my life self-destructs before my eyes. | 111016 |
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| unhinged |
but usually by the time i recognize that i'm well past the point that i should have let_it_all_go |
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