i_gave_her_a_broken_heart
peyton
There
are
so
many
people
in
my
life
that
I
have
so
dreadfully
hurt
.
I
told
these
people
from
the
start
.
I
have
hurt
people
.
I
hurt
them
in
ways
they
didn't
know
they
could
be
hurt
.
From
the
start
,
they
knew
.
I
don't
think
it's
arrogance
.
I
really
don't
.
On
my
part
or
theirs.
I
try
very
hard
not
to
lie
.
I
try
to
let
them
know
up
front
.
what_i_am
And
what
I
can
be
.
They
softly
laugh
it
off
.
And
say
You're
not
like
that
now
Or
Those
people
didn't
understand
Or
Those
people
deserved
it
.
But
that's
not
true
.
I
am
still
that
person
.
And
Those
people
thought
they
understood
And
No
one
deserves
it
.
Not
like
that
.
So
once
they're
hurt
.
And
they
curse
me
and
call
me
monster
What
else
could
I
have
done
?
I
said
from
the
start
I
am
poisonous
.
I
don't
know
what
else
I
could
do
.
Sure
.
Part
of
me
likes
it
.
Part
of
me
enjoys
stalking
and
hunting
and
being
caught
up
in
the
thrill
I
really
don't
know
what
else
I
can
do
.
I
hate
it
.
I
love
it
.
I
am
what_i_am
.
My
trophies
define
me
.
Because
really
I
am
empty
inside
.
A
cleverly
painted
container
.
a
gloating
display
of
sharp
edges
and
teeth
.
101214
...
Death of a Rose
Such
is
the
pain
of
a
kiss
and
goodbye
.
101214
...
unhinged
(
we
are
all
just
vessels shuttling
shit
back
and
forth
across
the
river
of
suffering
)
101214
...
Doar
Jebus
Peyton
,
I
thought
that
was
my
writing
.
Until
I
got
to
your
name
,
at
the
end
.
.
120423
...
a clever disguise
Unhinged
,
your
comment
is
fucking
priceless.
It
certainly
feels
that
way
sometimes
.
120423
...
unhinged
its
just
my
fucked
up
youngstown
definition
of
samsara
shakyamuni
buddha
said
that
the
best
way
to
end
the
back
and
forth
was
to
expand
your
heart
to
include
loving_kindness
for
all
the
dorje dradul
and
the
sakyong
say
to
be
gentle
to
all
starting
with
yourself
thus
have
i
heard
.
thus
have
i
experienced
to
be
true
.
thus
is
my
dharma
.
step_lightly
bodhisattva_vow
120424
...
jane
i_gave_her_my_heart__she_gave_me_a_pen
120424
