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perfectly_chaotic
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adrift in an empty mind... can't stop thinking about how helplessly unable to help her I am... without making words these thoughts concentrate into a big cloud of sad non-thought... it hurts to care so much about her... she is still my precious angel... by the time I knew this was coming it was too late because I already cared... sometimes it seems it would be easier to just never start caring about people because it is always so hard to stop(especially when you don't really want to stop) because it inevitably ends up leaving weak spots on the heartstrings and I wonder if I am going to break... but it is too late to matter anyways because I already care about people and don't think I could find it in me to stop... I feel so helplessly awash in this sea of empty...
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141209
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