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amy nada what i haven't got." well, i know damn well that's not true. give me what i didn't want before and i'll want it at the very least for its novelty. and, then, if it is worthy (and the standards are often low, in scarcity), for its essential being. until i have too much and then the standards rise up, up, up, and then i've got to purge what i had never wanted as a mere externality, and in that case, too, i will also be lying by claiming an imperviousness and a conservative nature. 100315