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blue sky with clouds it's driving me mad, these distractions when i can't refuse the call (hello, this is kevin?) when what i'm looking at just isn't there at all.

funny how a shadow can fall across a wall and make a difference in what is there.

i want to see those things all the time and put them in my life, capture the fleeting images that are sent from something beautiful far away.
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pushpins i waste away until finally someone notices that I look thinner.

and finally a smile carves itself into my face, painfully.

"really?"

"yeah! what have u been doing?"

"i'm on a diet" shyly...quietly...meek smile...

someone noticed me.
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