blather
i_am_so_tired
an old friend of life

.
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delial
so tired of my "friend" initiating conversation only to tell me:

what I do wrong
where I've gone wrong
choices I've made that were wrong
and that I am a horrible friend

and offering no solution of any kind to any of it
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sans nom i wish i_was pretty

i wish you could love_me

i_wish i knew what my dream was

the worst things i cannot share
it is a bitter night waking up to silence
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silentbob geoff 050208
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jane i'm sooo tired
i haven't slept a wink

& the beatles seem to know what i'm talking about
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Syrope i didn't sleep today
i did homework instead
and i was so proud but
it's not so much productivity as a
certain stubborness

so effort unnoticed
and sacrifice unnoticed

disappointment unnoticed
this is real now
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.nom i've been reading too much 050209