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u24 what I feel when I come here. It's lovely, but it also reminds me that I need hugging. tinged. 150609
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u24 it's not even that (any more).

It's just this... yearning, mourning sadness for everyone here that's just so unreachable. So distant and impossible and yet with whom I've shared a deep part of myself, and vice-versa.

I can never know you, some of you I will never see again.

I never did see you. I never did know you.

It's impossible to come to terms with that.

It's impossible to return, either.
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