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we started an organization. H.M.A hmmmmA high maintenance anonymous. it is a burden to be high maintenance. i am the type who desires attention and freaks/gets excited over small things and fills places with endless chatter. i apologize. i apologize to the world. i'm working on it, ok? i spent 3 hours discussing it tonight weir walks by, "crap, are you still talking about being high_maintenance?" "yes! god, it's driving me nuts." ((shakes his head)) "only a high_maintenance person would take 3 hours to discuss whether or not they were high_maintenance." things, damnit, he's right. so how do i not be high_maintenance? it is not always necessarily a bad thing. i am full of life in most situations. and when i do not act this way, people think something is terribly wrong. ajfdajfklsda-- this is ellyn's frustration. ((you know something weird? why do i still go by endless desire if you know my name anyways. that really just doesn't make any sense to me.))
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