blather
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re_alisma i look in the sky but i look in vain:
heavy cloud, but mm. mmmm.

(another one to watch your back over is mr. sir gordian knot.)

monday, i could wait till tuesday.... etc. saturday could wait, but sunday'd be too late. so i guess it's rather obvious that it happened on a saturday night. (casting spells)
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...
unhinged it's not just the hormones
it's the reality that

the past 15 months of my life
have been tied up in
unhealthy bullshit
because i was tired of being alone


( alone_on_a_friday_night
listening to the restaurant stereo
through the floor
raucous drunk voices
of people
that actually have something to do
on a friday night

depressing)
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