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the amy brigade
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i was, yesterday. i did this project thinger and then it was like bam, i was zooming. November is not my favorite month. it gets better for a few weeks for Christmas and then it just gets bad again till March. hopefully not this year, but, you know, sickness and death and whatever. i try to trick out... sickness it's OK! holy, even. Death, that happens to everybody, right?
but then I start making PLANS and bargains for life fulfilling activities, and it's like, woah.... sickness no can do. and death absolutely not. and that's when the anxiety attack (not a panic attack where your heart starts racing, but the zoom in the brain thing) kicks in. i guess i can't make this work!!! damn it all anyway.
who cares, right? too bad i don't even like drinking alcohol. maybe i would be able the balm something or other that way. since i don't like it i should just try doing shots.... it really never works out, though. i just sleep....
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