happy_festivus
z
behold
!
the
universe
is
exactly
what
it
is
!
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...
jane
many
grievances
were
aired
this
year
.
we
stayed
up
until
nearly
3
a
.m.,
denis
and
i
shared
a
cab
back
to
the
north
side
of
town
.
he
invited
me
up
a
couple
of
times
,
passive
-aggressively,
sort
of
joking
but
you
could
tell
there
was
a
sincerity
about
it
.
i
chuckled
and
told
him
i'd
spare
him
the
rejection
.
it
was
already
so
late
,
and
we
were
so
many
bottles
of
red
deep
.
i
came
home
and
excitedly
sent
the
reverend
a
message
,
dreaming
of
cioppino mastered
over
two
decades
of
care
,
and
the
response
i
got
was
so
absolutely
bizarre
i
have
been
marinating
in
it
all
day
. grievanced.
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...
perfectly_chaotic
The
head
of
the
head
of
the
household
was
never
pinned
to
the
ground
!!!
The
holiday
continues
!!!
I
went
to
work
today
...
another
Festivus
miracle
!!!
My
girlfriend
keeps
trying
to
push
me
away
and
is
talking
like
she
is
going
to
start
going
out
partying
again
...
Says
she
doesn't
want
to
be
around
me
when
she
does
because
she
is
afraid
it
will
cause
me
to
relapse
... Grievance aired...
I
wish
I
did
not
love
someone
that
I
do
(another
Festivus
miracle
)...
Maybe
I
should
leave
...
Not
yet
though
...
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...
perfectly_chaotic
maybe
things
won't
crumble
apart
and
she
is
just
having
another
mixed
episode
...
I
hope
that
is
all
that
this
is
...
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...
perfectly_chaotic
she
is
coming
over
to
my
family's
for
Christmas
.
I
have
a
feeling
there
may
be
another
difficult
day
in
the
forecast
,
especially
if
I
were
to
really
air
my
grievances
out
loud
...
It
doesn't
matter
what
I
say
when
she
gets
like
this
...
I
am
afraid
to
tell
her
about
all
this
sort
of
stuff
when
she
is
not
in
one
of
those
moods
because
it
seems
easy
to
send
her
into
one
lately
...
If
this
shit
doesn't
get
easier
by
the
end
of
January
(supposedly
the
lithium
is
supposed
to
"
kick
in
"
by
then
)
I
don't
know
what
I
will
do
because
I
need
to
feel
okay
about
communicating
with
her
or
it
will
not
work
.
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