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happiness_always_returns
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other
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does it?
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In_Bloom
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It seems so.
Happiness doesn't always follow the odds and it appears out of the most unlikely of shadows but it finds me and if I'm fortunate then I can pass it on.
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hsg
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all_ways re_membering who you are,
Brings_Expanded_Time_Into_Solution
bet_is that considuration reflects
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hsg
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truthurts_the_broke_and_parts
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unhinged
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if you say so....
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dan
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it's like air. you can be breathless panic, but lungs can almost not help but re-inflate. even if you pass out, it gets back in. don't let those long striped stockings it wears fool you. this happiness is pernicious, sneaky must always say boo! around the darkest corner. ignore it, flatter it. it is above all that. it does whatever it bloody well likes for its own sake. you can join it or blockade. it continues along its cheery way.
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Ouroboros
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it's more like mediocrity_always_returns, or tepid_existence_always_returns
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Ouroboros
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i find myself looking forward to and waiting for the time when i'm back in your arms and this is over. all i want. and all that can't ever be.
such a fool to have hope. the world is not in my favor, my being with you hurts you, and i couldn't love you enough to be just with you. i was/am too young, too stupid, too foolish to understand that love like that doesn't happen often. stupid selfish girl. i deserve this pain. you deserve the world. you deserve happiness. i really hate myself. im selfish. i love you so much i couldn't let you go, even when my presence is poison. i'm poison to myself. to you. i hate that youll read this, and my poison will just spread. this is why i shouldn't be allowed to be near people, why no one should open up to me. this world and the people in it are much much MUCH better without me interfering.
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h|s|g
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mmm bullshit. happiness will find your ass and make you laugh whether you like it or not ;-p
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unhinged
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maybe it was the excessive caffeine
maybe it was the way one of my students raised his eyebrow as a response to one of my questions
maybe it was the excitement in her voice when she told me she still loves to play the violin
(affirmation of my true teaching abilities)
but even in the face of the bullshit relationship
i've found myself stuck in
for over a year
even_then
i find true happiness creeping it's way in
when i let it
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